Confusion

"It's all been done before"

It is strange. Being home like this now, I already feel so very out of place. I stayed home tonight and it kind of bummed me out, I felt empty inside. It is all too confusing to describe, but it reminds me of sophomore year of high school. I had the same feeling this friday night I had every friday night during that year, the very subdued sadness that stems from boredom and lonliness. I rented a movie and watched it alone and I almost went to a movie alone tonight...which would have been so strange. People going to see movies alone has always bummed me out. I know it is just moving pictures on a big ass screen, but something about the idea of experiencing it alone just seems so sad. Maybe it is because I have gotten used to seeing movies with other people, but I just don't know. I also just holed myself up in my room for the first time in a while, just kind of listening to music and thinking. Damn, I haven't done that in a while either. I also haven't written lyrics in a very long time. The whole feel of today has simply been out of place in my life right now and it is very odd to look back. Who knows, maybe I'm just a little tired and cranky. I am sure this will pass by tommorrow.

My dad has been trying to sway me to vote for Bush for about 4 months now, writing me emails, lecturing me on Kerry and sending me articles that denounce Kerry. What he doesn't realize though is that his constant push for Bush, while reasonable in the begginning with some ok points made, has only led me to want to vote for Kerry more. I am not defying my father, but lately I have found gaps in his logic and facts. I have actually researched an election for the first time and I have made a decision accordingly. For the first time, I have disagreed with my father politically. Is this big? Nope. But hey, teens usually follow their parents lead when it comes to politics, so it is something to take note of.

Dammit....I am back to my big freaking entries, there goes my short streak.

Ah well, maybe I should get some sleep.

Song Of The Day: Barenaked Ladies- It's all been done

RVRA: Just A Walk In The Park

"I am barely breathing"

Simmer Down Nah!!!!!!!!!

She's turning blue, such a lovely color for you

Taking it step by step

And not that shitty show on ABC......that step by step sucked

Brian Keefe of TCNJ raves, "Ian Markey has hit a new low with his latest play,RVRA: Just A Walk In The Park. Everyone should hit him for creating something so funny and dead on."

I just didn't want to know

The Truman Show kicks ass

as does Dodgeball

and of course: BEN FUCKING FOLDS TICKETS!!!!!!YEEEEEAHHHH BABY!!!!!!!!!!!

Betcha didn't see pink coming!

Opinion Time: Do you think George Bush is an idiot? Why or why not.

Song Of The Day: Iron Maiden- Number of The Beast

P.S.- I actually do love this freaking play Ian has made.

How can this be?

"Oh this mess I have made"

...and with a mouth full of cornbread he turned to me and said, "I will sing....I will sing."

Yeah....things are weird

A demon cannot be hurt

Taking a spanish midterm....30 minutes, studying for a com midterm...3 hours, handing in a paper that a retarted monkey would have wrote for social doc...priceless.

When I speak I cross my fingers

Who's got the power?

I voted yesterday...go me.

FUCK

Even the smallest gestures can yield the greatest results

What would you do if I sang out of tune?

Personally, I'd laugh at you.

MOCE

I had a good time this weekend, it was good to see you guys again.

Opinion Time: What is your favorite time of year?

Song Of The Day: CCR- Fortunate Son