I just took the best nap I think I have ever had, and now feel totally rejuvinated. I've been in a general malaise these past 2 weeks, just kind of trudging along in a routine but now I have new life I guess you can call it. Amazing what a little sleep does. Anyways, I have been doing a lot of thinking lately and thinking about.....shit. Later.

I am tired.

Ok,so I lied. One week hiatus my ass, I have to write or I will go insane to a degree that no one has ever seen before. It is strangely theraputic to get your thoughts out there and even if no one is listening, to just get it off your chest can be great. I think that on some level all people think about the same things in life, we are very predictable. I don't care what anyone says, human nature is to deny human nature.......to deny what you really think about everyday. There are many sides to people, and most people see one side at the most and judge a person on that, which although is easy is also very much a lazy way out. To truly understand someone, you have to get to the things that they don't want to tell you, the things no one else hears. It is odd how we are built to remain secretive on things that would be better off told to the world. I guess fear is just a huge factor in everyones life. I think the main fear many people have but won't admit is a fear of being alone, not being able to communicate with your fellow man......it can make you feel completely isolated. You can have everyone in the world around you, and still feel so very very alone in the world. It is not how many people are around you, it is a matter of who those people are. Loneliness is a very tough thing to deal with as well, because you never know how to get out of it....it is like a disease with a rare cure, you just have to be snapped out of it sometimes, but being alone is not necessarily feeling lonely. It is a very tough subject to tackle and there is no answer.Shit, I am being kicked out, later.

Thought Of The Day: I don't wanna be lonely, I just wanna be alone.
Song of The Day: Johnny Cash- Hurt

I've been too busy to write lately, but in about another week I will start to have some time on my hands which will allow me to write more, call this a one week hiatus from my blog. Later.