It get's confusing. Everyday is like the last, and everything just happens. What made us who we are, what makes us do the things we do. I refuse to believe that we are all just a collection of animals with slightly higher ability to feel and think than other animals, that only necessity drives us. There has to be something more to it than just that. If that was true we wouldn't feel things we can't describe in words, we wouldn't think all the time about things out of our control. If necessity drives us, then where does want,feeling,regret and pain go. It has never occured to me at any point that we just live life, life lives us. We are not in control, no matter how badly we want to be. We are creatures brought down or up by the things around us, you do not live your life at all.....everything around you does. Influence is stronger than you think, any kind of influence. Environment causes a person to become what they become, and how that person will in turn create an environment for another person. It is all connected somehow, one action truly does affect a life.....and that is confusing. No matter how small you think you are in life, you are actually shaping someones life, no matter how small. It is the things people do to us on a daily basis that makes us react and live. You are totally dependent on someone elses actions. I hate the fact that I have little control over my life, and that some things in life will never happen no matter how badly I want them to. It is that feeling that has led to me realizing one thing, life is simply a persuit of the things you can't have, the things you can't say and the life you want to live. I have a massive headache, so I am out.

Thought Of The Day: Love just leaves you bruised.
Song Of The Day: The Bens- Bruised