The Ground Was Wet With Rain

"It was self-preservation through emotional suicide"

I love thunderstorms. I love the smell of the rain in the air, the way the leaves tilt up to alarm you that a storm is coming and the thunder crashing around my house. They are loud forces of nature that have an effect of a soothing calm over me, I fucking love the rain.

Trivial things in your life no one cares about but you

- I only write lyrics when I am in a bad mood and I only write short stories when I am in a good mood.
- I have 7 work shirts, all exactly the same.
- I will miss my brother when he moves tommorrow.
- I enjoy the taste of red wine entirely too much for my own good.
- I have to shut off my light 6-7 times before I shut it off for good when I am going to bed, because I check my alarm clock at least 5 times.
- I am kinda getting tired of my freckles.
- I want to get contacts because when I play hockey, my glasses get in the way.
- I really only say stuff sometimes to one up another person.
- My job makes me extremely happy if only because when you do manual labor, you feel accomplished when a job is finished.
- My wisdom teeth really need to come out.
- I miss college a lot, even the classes and work.
- Sometimes when I see someone smoking, I actually do think they look cool even if cigarettes kill.
- I once ate an entire Bryers Ice Cream gallon by myself one night for dinner.
- Pepsi with lime fucking rules.
- When I went to the beach today I felt extremely free for some reason.
- I never let people know how much I appreciate them.
- I go to about 6 main websites everyday and then I get bored and check the news.
- I put up away messages even when I am sitting right there.
- I check people's away messages obsessively.
- My room is a shithole and I like it that way.
- When I am alone, I whistle a hell of a lot.
- I sometimes imagine what would happen if I were to be in an accident.
- Water is freaking amazing.
- Canada has much better open land than the United States.
- Music is my savior.

Song of The Day: The Beach Boys- God Only Knows

When I'm Surrounded I Just Can't Stop

"Lying in bed just like Brian Wilson did, I'm lying in bed just like Brian Wilson did"

Right now my hair is so fucked up and I am carrying a meat clever, this whole costume party thing is gonna be good.

I don't know what I want to say, I don't know how to say it and I certainly don't know what it is I need to talk about.

Work went extremely slow today, but I did see a snapping turtle which was fucking ENORMOUS which was pretty cool. Sure it snapped at my hand a few times, but I would to if I was in it's position.

I have been very tired lately and I am sorry if I keep falling asleep on people outta nowhere, it has just been a very tiring 2 weeks.

Listen to the Barenaked Ladies, trust me it is like Canada's Guster.

This is the last week my bro is gonna be living at home before he moves out to his townhouse in Pennsy. I will miss the big lug.

"They call me eddie."

If you are going to Ben Folds, look at my IM info for details about the whole shabang.

I don't care what anyone says, Paint it Black by the Rolling Stones is a damn good song!

This is the last time I do a 1-2 sentence blog entry type thing, just didn't feel like putting in a real entry right now.

Song of The Day: The Rentals- Please Let That Be You