"The line moves slowly, I see electric fence across the borders between continents"
Well, the Eagles didn't win and my mother was greatly upset, but I think they will be back there sometime in the near future so all is not lost. It was a good game, a lot of costly errors but overall an ok showing for their first superbowl since 1981. Next year...always next year.
I just am now realizing how absolutely stupid my old screenames on IM were. Let's see...I had dumpweed36 for a while, keeefer35, burndjamb, freckled houligan and of course the absolute worst: dumbassqueefe. Yes, I insulted myself twice in one screename, I was just a glutton for punishment at the time. The only decent one out of the bunch was keeefer35 and even then I had the obnoxious extra e, which I had to add because someone owns keefer35( who the hell has that sn?). Overall, I can conclude that I was an absolutely unoriginal youth who thought the word "dumpweed" was cool...I musta been on crack.
I had panera for dinner, it was awesome.
We are such conflicted beings sometimes, not ever knowing what truly makes us happy. We are told at a young age what the guidelines of happiness are and when to feel it, so when the time comes for these things to arrive: bam, we should be happy. Does it ever work out that way, of course not...that would make sense. We are basically just living in one big ol culturally constructed bubble, happy to live our lives the way that we are told to. Can we change it? Why yes...and no. Culture changes slowly over time so by the time a new culture comes around you are too damn old to adapt and therefore relegated to the realm of being confused and disgusted by the new generation. The only thing constant is change, a cliche yes, but true none the less. The socially constructed rules we live in evolve due to many reasons: dramatic events, technology ect. but you have to remember that no matter how you lived, millions of others lived in the same frame. It is a constant cycle of change and repitition, and you are helpless to effect it usually. So we can change our culture, but it in turn changes us.
If that made any sense to you, you should get your head checked...because you are fucking insane like me.
This is just a way for me to procrastinate homework, but hey...whatever works.
I have been having trouble sleeping lately and I still can't quite place why, eventually it will come to me though.
Song Of The Day: Adam Pascal- Beautiful Song
