Wednesday, December 04, 2002

We are so strange. Seriously, every single one of us are so incredibly wierd and completely non-normal in our own way. There is no normal though, that's the thing. There is no standard of what is normal or what is wierd. We try to put a standard on it, but it only makes other feel wierd when they really aren't. We try to make people feel inferior to us in some capacity, and don't say you don't do it because you do. When you don't stop some idiots from making fun of a person who doesn't deserve it but only get's it because he is "different", you are in some ways making him feel inferior. When you avoid eye contact, conversation, or just plain ignore people you are making them feel like they are somehow not as good as you are. This is of course utter and total crap. No one is better than anyone else, just different. The president of the united states is just as good as you are, just because he is in a leadership position doesn't mean jack squat. I know it is impossible, but next time you see some kid being bugged by a bunch of jerks, say something.....because that could or was already you at one point. One of the worst feelings in the world is to feel inferior, to be ignored by those you want to impress or just be with. It hurts in a way that isn't describable, it just hurts so much. So think, you are not normal you are wierd.....and be damn proud of it.

Thought Of The Day: Rock this bitch!
Song of The Day: Silverchair- Untitled

Monday, December 02, 2002

Oh boy oh boy what a day. I got half an hour of sleep last night so I had a very hard time staying awake in class today, that was until I was hit where the sun don't shine....that woke me right up. My hockey team had it's first game today and unfortunately I couldn't be there......god I wish I had been there. We lost 6-4 apparently, and I definately think I would have made an impact. I was in mads though, and mads is a class so there is no way I taking a hockey game over a class. I will make the next one though....I haven't played hockey in a year and I am so anxious.....beware to those I face....I am only good at one sport and this is it. I also had my audition today for the musical A Funny Thing Happend On The Way To The Forum....even though it was suppossed to be tommorow. What a surprise I got when I got there that me and Bob had been grouped with 2 girls, and made to do another reading we hadn't prepared for. It was between the love intrests in the play, the part which I had never even looked at. The singing wasn't too bad though, it could have been much worse. I got a little flat on one note, but other than that not too bad. What a day,I'm out.

Thought of The Day: The best people always are harder on themselves.
Song of The Day:RHCP-Soul To Squeeze