Why you gotta act like you know when you don't know?

"Till I opened my eyes and walked out the door and the clouds came tumbling down"

God Bless you Charlie Brown.

Song of The Day: Ben Folds- Landed

Faith

Sometimes you have to believe that everything will work out for the best because it is all you have to hold onto. You must have faith that things will work themselves out in the end, that life will sort itself out. No matter what occurs you have to hold on to that idea, even if it is the farthest thing from your mind. We all go through trials and tribulations, so we all know what it feels like to be alone or scared. Empathy lies in the ability to know exactly what the next step is but sometimes hard as we try, we can't see what is going to happen next. The pit in your stomach will fade and soon enough it will all work out.

I try so hard to believe that, but sometimes it is just so fucking hard. Welcome back to Brian's blog, where there are no answers to be had and everything just goes in circles. This would normally go in the pirvate one but you know what, here I am. My defense is humor and I'm gonna let down my defenses for a while, see how it works out. Have a nice day everyone.

Song Of The Day: Ben Folds- Trusted

Prison Food

"A trace of me, it floats in my periphery and every time I turn to see it goes"

Sentimental Guy

There's a moment in my mind

I scribbled and erased a thousand times

Like a letter never written or sent

These conversations with the dead

I used to be a sentimental guy

Now I'm haunted by the left unsaid

I never thought so much could change

Little things you said or didare part of me, come out from time to time

Probably no one I know now would notice

But I never thought so much could change

You drifted far away

Far away it seems

Time has stopped, the clock keeps going

People talkin' and I'm watching

As flashes of their faces go black and white

And fade to yellow in a box in an attic

But I never thought so much

Could change, now I don't miss anyone

I don't miss anything

What a shame cause I used to be a sentimental guy

-Ben Folds

I ended up getting a copy of Ben Folds new cd a month early from the internet and I must say...WOW. This cd is absolutely amazing, the lyrics are the best he has ever written. The music is almost completely piano driven, unlike Rockin The Suburbs. He has grown up as a song writer and I am so happy to see this new cd be this good. I just can't even describe it now, it is just so damn good.(and yes, I am also buying it when it comes out...in fact I am buying it on cd and vinyl so I feel justified in getting it this soon)

Plus I got a B on my spanish oral exam, so this day has turned out incredibly well I must say. Not to mention I ended up eating Cheese It's and watching Family Guy with a bunch of people next door. All I have to worry about is that pesky presentation I have tommorrow, damn gender and politics. Oh well, it will get done eventually.

Song of The Day: Jesusland- Ben Folds