Hello end of the school year, my name is Brian

"Pangs of silence, from the room upstairs, how's the view there,do you read what they are saying about you?"

This is a very weird experience being home after finishing my freshman year of college. I don't know how else to describe it, it just feels weird. After living around people for a pretty damn long time and also living with someone for the same amount of time, my house just seems really empty. I am considering going to bed at 10:43 at night. 10:43 AT NIGHT! I didn't go to sleep before 1 AM all this year and now I feel like going to bed before 11, it is a little crazy. I guess I just adapted to the life given to me so much that trying to get myself all adjusted to home is a little odd at first. I think I will get used to it eventually, I mean it is home. This is the house I grew up in. Whoa...total Garden State quote remembrance there. Anyways, I guess I just really got used to being away and now being home makes me feel...damn, I don't even know.

I got a B- in Spanish this semester...which fucking rules. I just wanted to survive and I believe I did just that with that sweet ass grade. Yes, I know it is not actually sweet ass...but everything is relative and to me that looks like an A+. I didn't expect to even get near a B and the grade just barely squeaked by the C+ range. Let's hear it for just barely going above the bar, I know I fucking love it!(That actually wasn't sarcasm, I have low standards so when I meet them I get happy).

I get to see Ben Folds on Tuesday with Laura and Weezer on Wed. with a boatload of people, so this week coming up doesn't seem so damn bad at all I must say. The Weezer group has finally come together, with the random scrambling to find someone to fill the final spot paying off. I searched high and low and asked many many people but only one person finally said yes. The group is the lovely ms. meo, the dashing mr.voytko, the radiant ms. smolyn, the sassy ms. bar'or and the retarted/brilliant ms. sibley. Both concerts look to be a damn good time and I look forward to seeing both amazing groups, my two favortie bands back to back...who could ask for more.

I just wish I freaking had a clue as to what I am supposed to be feeling right now. Well, it'll come to me I guess...later all.

Song of the Day: Narcolepsy- Ben Folds Five

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Patience is a virtue

"I opened my eyes and walked out the door and the clouds came tumbling down"

I am avoiding studying by watching Garden State with my roomie because we are both wet and tired. We went out and braved the rain to see Hitchikers Guide To The Galaxy, which was excellent by the way, and Jake, Lysette, John and I were completely soaked about 4 times over before the night was done. Hitchikers is definately faithful to the book and I must say, good lord it is funny...from the dolphins in the beginning to Marvin( my god alan rickman played him well). This is a definate must see movie.

My eyes are hurting right now but I really don't want to go to bed, so I think I'll just keep writing in this thing.

I got a quasi-job/free time thing from this place called Machine Shop Marketing, which does street teams for bands. They represent weezer and a bunch of other bands and I applied to be a direct college representative. I work with the bands directly, organize events on campus or anywhere needed and have to fill out reports each week on my progress and duties. So, while this should be fun...it could also be pretty damn hard to do sometimes. Ah well, I got plenty of time over the summer to do this stuff on top of my other job, the one that actually pays.

Ok, my eyes are really hurting now...so I'm gonna split.

Song of the Day: Side of the Road- Lucinda Williams