Wednesday, September 15, 2004

Don't Turn Away

"Then I'll let the darkness cover me, deny everything"
"Puppy can punch...rawr rawr"- Laura
Welcome to the real world
Black
and
White
Cup Noodles>Ramen Noodles
Tired Tragedies
Crayons?
Flippity Floppity Floo
What The Fuck Is Going On Around Here?!?!?!
Hey now now......what's shaking
I have reached the point where everything that absolutely confounds me just makes me laugh outloud. I don't understand the FSP book I am reading....and neither does anyone else. Yet, people have hailed it as genuis( even kids in the class). Sometimes things that don't make sense aren't deep or brilliant...they are just confusing for the point of being confusing.This guy makes Faulkner seem coherent and childish.
I am not fed up yet, just amused by the bullshit spouted in class
I actually have nothing else to say, but I still feel the need to type, so here we go.
My inner most thoughts are absolute and positive shit, no matter what I do I cannot articulate them. I believe written word has a great power to get any emotion described, but not felt. Words cannot make you truly feel an emotion, it can only give you vague idea. Every so often, a book comes so close to articulating real emotion, it can make you cry, laugh, feel humbled...but it can never truly tap into that emotion. It is simply a vague idea. There has to be a way to get it completely felt....words have the power, we just haven't found it. I don't know, maybe I am crazy.
For real life.
Sleep is good, but there are about 75 pages of shit standing in my way of it.
I wouldn't call myself a procrastonator, I'm more of a....aw fuck it
Song Of The Day: Ben Folds- Fred Jones(pt. 2)

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

3:18 AM

"Lying awake in my hospital bed"
Sleep is good
Anthropology is bad
Dumb.....LIKE A FOX
Everything is funny in it's own little way
I wrote an essay describing the signifigance of shoes....this is what my parents money goes towards
This is a short entry, hope there are no objections

Sunday, September 12, 2004

Dynamite?

"I should warn you, I go to sleep"
ROCK THIS BITCH!
You can only be nice to a point, then it becomes a matter of absolute acceptance that some people are just fucking assholes.
I sometimes sing a little flat
I don't remeber all last year, I left you awake to cry the tears.
I want to be able to do something that I love for a living
Faith is a lost art
Opinion Time: What is the definition of art?
My hands are shaking right now..and I have had no caffiene
They give no fuck
Thank God for the beauty of slim jims
I don't even know how to describe how I feel right now....so I can't even attempt it
Home is gone
TYPING IN ALL CAPS IS FUCKING ANNOYING AND PEOPLE SHOULD STOP IT
yes, I am a hypocrit
Song Of The Day: Ben Folds Five- Underground