Sunday, June 15, 2003

Long time since I have written, ah well. I have spent this entire year writing in this journal trying to figure it all out or to try and get answers to questions that no one can answer, and I have realized something.....I haven't realized a thing. I am still naive and I am still confused and I still don't see why the world cannot be the way I pictured it to be, but that is ok. I am perfectly happy not knowing it all or not being able to be happy all the time, because if there were no lows we would have no highs. I do look back at this year though as a time where I changed everything about myself, even if people didn't notice. I am extremely grateful for everyone I met this year, cause I never would have thought myself able to even become friends with some of you. I don't know what the hell happend, but I got confident sometime this year in what I did, and even joined a band( glitch!). I am done talking about myself now though, cause this year was in no way about me. There are so many things that happend this year I could never explain them all, but all I can say is that everyone around me has changed me, and I am thankful, because I was never happy with the old me. So the end of the school year is here and all I can leave are a few words of wisdom: The past is just that, the past, so look back with caution and always try to look forward with optomism.later

Song Of The Year: The Beatles- In My Life
Thought of The Year: Be yourself, that's all you can be.