I Said What You Wanted To Hear

"It doesn't mean anything, you remain selfless,cold and composed"

I am tired. I really cannot put it any other way than that. This is a very tense and stressful time for everyone when it comes to work but work is the least of my problems. Emotionally, I have reached the end of my rope. I cannot function, I cannot think and I just really have a malaise of just not giving a damn anymore. I have slowly become someone I am not and I absolutely hate who I am right at this moment. Everything that I thought made me a good person is falling by the wayside and I can only hope it will come back sometime. It is very interesting how things can change so slowly, so slow that one day you wake up and realize your life has been completely turned around. I woke up a few days ago and it hit me man, it hit me hard. There is a certain amount of patience that comes with life, so many times you can just sit there and take it. I cannot take it anymore, the breaking point has hit and honestly I want to scream at the top of my fucking lungs. I imagine some of you understand what I mean without me having to spell it out, for those people I only offer comfort in the situations you have had to deal with. I am just tired and the break is the only goal I am working towards right now.

Song of The Day: Ben Folds Five- Fair