Band Camp over.........finally get social life semi back.......still tired from work. My Bro went back to college today, and I think I will miss the big guy, he is cool to have around. I do get the computer back though which kicks some ass, but it is not a fair trade off. I have been contemplating this past year over and over and I have only come to one conclusion......I have no idea what the hell happend. It went by so damn fast and so many things happen I can't even piece it all together anymore.....it just blurs into major events and certain moods. I don't think I am confused anymore though, for now, because I have accepted the fact that I haven't the slightest idea what I am doing and I think everyone else is like that...... so it's ok. Just trying to figure out your own little niche in the world is an almost impossible task, so I have given up trying to contemplate where I fit and have now concentrated on where I am needed, not necesarilly where I fit mind you.....just trying stuff out on a situation to situation basis. Nobody knows what they want until they find it, so I am still searching and will continue to search......failing many times of course, but I guess I will keep at life.You know, I don't even know if I make sense anymore, but I still try to get it out in this little piece of crap journal......if I could only spell out exactly what I am thinking it would make sense.......but you can't put words to certain things......and it is probably better that way. I don't know, I am tired and bored......so this crap kinda comes out. Later.

Thought Of The Day: DODGE POWER!
Song Of The Day: Ben Folds- Wandering