Everything goes in cycles. The good becomes bad, bad becomes good, life breeds death, death breeds life. It is almost like there is a balance in everything we say and do. We need to feel the extremes of happiness and unhappiness to truly appreciate what they mean, so life goes in cycles. Without any bad there could be no good, without being unhappy no one can truly see what it means to be happy. The cycles can be long or short, but the only thing one can do is to ride them out until they swing in your favor. When you are happy, it is almost as if nothing can touch you....you seem almost invincible....when you are unhappy you seem completely vulnerable.....everything can affect you. What then makes one go from unhappy to happy? Is it one certain event? Is it a series of events?.......it can be both. Sometimes just a slight showing of caring, or even just a small insignificant event can drag one out of unhappiness.....othe times it takes a hell of a long time and various events to get out of it. I say again, life goes in cycles......we just have to learn to deal with them, and not change who we are. I've said it tons of times before......but just being you is the only thing you can do. Living your life as something you are not is no way to live at all, and you will ultimately be unhappy if you do. I did it all through middle school, and it was my unhappiest time. It takes time for one to learn life lessons.......you have to live and learn, or just live and deal. I think so many times people go back into old habits when they are frightened, like a defense mechanism. They see something new or different and just react.....no thought process, they just react. Everybody is different in there defense, but it is there. If you notice how people act around certain people, you can see all these things.....it is just a case of human nature that no one can avoid. Human nature is a bitch......but we all somehow seem to follow it, and that is something we cannot avoid. We cannot avoid ourselves, our nature or others......we are in a cycle of life, so just ride it out and remember it always get's better......just feel.

Song Of The Day- Weezers cover of Green Days "Worry Rock"
Thought Of The Day: Knock Down Drag Out