i should warn you
i go to sleep
i know you don't
know what i mean
yet
i get upset or happy
i go to sleep
nothing hurts when
i go to sleep
but i'm not tired
i'm not tired

i know it seems that i don't care
but something in me does i swear
i don't remember all last year
i left you awake to cry the tears
while i was dreaming in streams
flowing between the shores
of joy and sadness
i'm drowning
save me
wake me up

i should warn you
i go to sleep
you won't know when i go to sleep
because i'm not tired
i'm not tired
i just sleep
-Ben Folds Five

Sleep is escape, but it haunts me every night
The feeling that I am losing the fight
There is no time left in my mind
Only the feelings that continue to bind
Take back the night one star at a time
The only effort given, is sublime
How can I feel when I am so numb
So extreme so unreal so incredibly numb.

- Me

Kinda empty.