No advice,no philosophy, no crap. This one is going to be different, I'm just gonna talk about what has been on my mind for a while. I have been thinking a lot about the past and what I was like last year. I have just been so caught up lately in worrying about things out of my control that I have forgotten about just letting go. Whatever comes out, comes out and I can't do a damn thing to stop it anymore. I think last year was the happiest I have been since I entered high school, I knew my place in the world, everything just felt right. Now though, something just doesn't work......something is missing. I don't know what it is, but I am bound to find it sometime. I'm not going to say I am confused, because I am not......just anxious. I know that this doesn't feel right at all, and I know I need a change. I am tired of going through life with the same motions, not really involved just around for the ride. I really can't explain it that well in words, and who knows if anyone else feels like this. I know for a fact that things change, but it is more than that......something has changed that shouldn't have......something is wrong. I don't know, maybe I am just tired of being keefer.......and want to just be brian again. Plain and simple old Brian, and not just some idiot with a nickname. Ah well, if you don't get what I mean by that I understand, but it actually does make sense to me......but I do have a twisted mind. I'm out people.

Thought Of The Day: Eddie walker this is your life.
Song Of The Day: Missing the war- Ben Folds Five