Sorry bout not posting in awhile, I have been pretty busy this weekend. It has been quite an interesting weekend though, with the hockey, play practice, and ice skating. I estimated I spent at least 10 hours on skates this weekend, and every moment of it was well worth it. I forgot how much I really loved playing hockey, I am at my happiest when I do it. I also just found out my floor hockey team has made the playoffs, and have our first game on wednesday......one of the few days I can make a hockey game. This is so incredibly sweet, another chance to play hockey. I also just found out that if the Rangers happen to make the playoffs, I will be going to one of there games......a freakin playoff game!!!!! The chances of The Rangers making the playoffs though is very slim, but it is still a pretty cool thought. Well, with the good also comes the bad, and not everything has gone fabulous this past couple of days. First off, The Columbia.......what a tragedy.Those people were such smart and brilliant minds, and some kind of mistake summarly cost them there lives........it's so sad. I feel for those peoples families and hope they all will rest in peace. It's really remarkable how fragile human life really is, and how petty all out problems really are. Next to some others, our problems are insignificant and so dumb. A bad grade, a small injury, a petty relationship problem......these things really don't mean a thing when you look at the big picture. It's all just really about living the best you can and not trying to screw up too badly. Living the life you want and knowing that you made an impact on others, just had some effect on another person. I cannot stress how important it is that you learn that everything does not revolve around you, that the person you become is from what others have made you. You can judge a person by his impact on others, his friends, his family and the things he does to be a better person. Dammit, it's not enough to be gracious to a few people and to shun others, the real merit of a person is to see how he reacts to everyone, in public and private. I don't know, maybe I am a bit bitter because I see people who are extremely untrustworthy, mean and just downright bad people trick people everyday into thinking they are decent and good. The right words, the right moves, the bullshit that people get fed..........everyone believes it. It kills me to see people get decieved everyday, to see someone get ahead on there own cruelty. People are gullable and can't see it, but I have been around too many of these people not to see it. In fact these people have been my friends, I was just as gullable. I can't do much about it though, as the people getting tricked don't want to hear about it, they are too dead set that they are not wrong. They have to learn themselves. What kills me even more though is to see so many good decent people get ignored on the basis that they are socially awkard. So many people have the greatest ideas and the purest hearts in the world, but don't know how to use it. They get ignored because they cannot say the right thing at the right time, or act smooth, or feed bullshit to people......these people don't get seen as often. They are there though, and if you look hard enough you will find them. They will be the ones in the back of the crowd, sitting quietly and waiting until people see how a person really is. If you understood any of the things I have just said here, congratulations.....and welcome to the back of the crowd.

Thought Of The Day: POST!
Song of The Day: Weezer- Across The Sea