Monday, November 18, 2002

Not too bad a day....not bad at all. I mean doing the weight room in gym is torture in itself (ok....that guy seems to be lifting 250 lbs....now let me try uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!...crack!.....HOLY CRAP MY ARM) but the leg stuff isn't too bad. If I'm going to be attempting winter track I guess it is necessary to work on my legs though, that's if I want to do winter track. I know for a fact I am doing intermural floor hockey, quite possibly one of the best things to do at North. My team was ok last year, but this year I think we will do a little better although we need a more rounded team. Defense is definately covered, but I might have to cover on offense once and a while....I mean I'm not too bad at offense,it's just that defense comes much more naturally. In case nobody knows, I am obsessed with hockey in a completely unatural way(hehe). I quite possibly may be the biggest New York Rangers fan in the area ( barring my friend PJ,who has season tickets......damn him.) In case you didn't know pt.2, I wanted to be a hockey goalie ever since I was 4 but was never allowed to play ice hockey because of the cost and time. I was so far gone at one point when I was young that I had 5 autographs of rangers goalie Mike Richter, and literally dreamed of playing in the NHL. Yeah,I was that serious about hockey for that long....hey i'm even serious now. If I look like I am having a bad day, the Rangers lost. If I'm overly happy, they won. I'm very easy to read. While we are on that topic, am I really that easy to see through? I mean,I mean people tell me stuff I haven't told anyone and there resoning is just that they could tell....what the hell? I thought I was a bit better at hiding my emotions than that. Oh well. I kinda want to talk about a topic that it seems affects more people than I ever thought, but don't know if I should. Oh what the hell. Shyness. Now you may percieve certain people as shy or brash or whatever, but don't always trust what you see. From what I have seen sure people are shy about certain things, but once you get past that they are sure as hell not shy anymore. It's just leading up to that point in where people are shy. Shy people are strange, they (or is it we?) want to be accepted so bad but make no effort to do so,they always wait for other people to make the move. Kind of like when a guy likes a girl, they just sit around waiting for the other one to make the move. While I am talking about that, it's ridiculous. You can just tell sometimes 2 people want to be with each other, but both are too shy to do a damn thing about it. I see it happen to all my friends, well almost all of them. They agonize over some girl, not doing a damn thing about it....even if she likes him he always has that fear of rejection. I've been there in the past, and it sucks. I lost a chance about 3 years ago because of that very thing. There is a point where both parties tire of waiting and find another person, to start the cycle again. It sucks but it happens, we will all eventually grow backbone though when we are tired of being alone. From hockey to shyness to this.....man I can't stay on topic to save my life. Oh well,that's just the way I am I guess. I'm out. Peace.

Thought of The Day- Everybodys favorite ewoks were recycled, and made into other ewoks.
Song Of The Day- Silverchair- Without You

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