Sometimes I just don't know what to do. I mean,no one has a damn clue what they are doing anyway but this just feels different. Like something was supposed to happen but never came along, it just fell apart before it even started. I don't know what it is, but it was definately supposed to happen and never did. It bugs me day in and day out, I know regret is baggage that feels much heavier when you dwell on it, but I can't help it. I just keep on thinking about a few moments over and over in my head. It's strange that way, we always seem to dwell on the negative things in life. I know I can't generalize about every person, but most people seem to dwell on lost opportunities instead of those that they took advantage of. It's always the one that got away that keeps us going, the one moment in which you had a chance to do something so substantial with your life,but choked at the last minute. We keep chasing the moment, hoping to do something to make us forget,but we can't. It is impossible to forget what happend, but we try day in and day out. I would love to see what some people are thinking on the average day, what runs through there brain.....the things they could never say, the memories they can't shake, and what makes them keep going on with life. I know we as people think about more than just that, but I mean this is the stuff we never tell anyone, we want to tell people but we can't. I don't care who you are, you have thought about saying something completely uncharacterstic of yourself, just to let it out and not care about the consequences. We never do though,which sucks. I don't know, maybe I think too much when I write in this blog thing,I hope people can gleam a bit out of this or i'm not doing my job well enough.hehe. I will never figure everything out, and it pains me to say this but.....I DON'T KNOW EVERYTHING! (gasp!) So get what you want from my odd way of thinking, but ignore some of it because it may not apply to you. I try to keep a private blog and a public one, but sometimes they cross with unfortunate consquences. (and no,none of you will ever see the private one). I gotta go, I have math homework to take care of.....damn.

Thought Of The Day: I hate running the mile
Song Of The Day: Ben Folds- Emaline