I'm so damn confused. Seriously I am so freakin confused right now. You think you know somebody, how they act, what they will say or do one minute. The next you have no idea who this person even is. Dammit this has happend twice and I sure as hell don't want it to happen again. People confuse the hell out of me! There is no human way that I can know for sure who someone really is, but I still am optomistic about people. To see the good in all people, even if there isn't that much of it.....or if it is overflowing. Maybe it's because I am accepted that I still hold on to things or maybe because I feel that if I upset people I will get ostracized.....I don't know. Then there are other matters that still plauge me. You ever get the feeling that you can't stop holding on to something no matter how much you want to, dammit it's just impossible to deny yourself. Who knows what will happen, or when it will happen......all I know is I'm very angry for the first time in a long time and it's not at anyone in perticular.