Things change,it's the only thing that is constant in life...change. It's kinda weird thinking about how 20 years from now, we won't have the same friends, we won't see the same people every day like we do now, and we will be self relient. It's also incredibly terrifying,but someone told me once that take it one day at a time....it's hard not to think about the future though. How you can't help but wonder where you will end up in life, what kind of person you will become, and what will happen to those you love. Living for the moment may be the hardest thing for a person to do because we simply don't appreciate what we are doing now. They say that the high school years are the best years of your life, but nobody has incredibly fond memories of high school. If they had a choice most people wouldn't want to go back and relive this time. The past and the future the two things that loom in peoples minds. Where you are going and where you have been. History repeats itself over and over because of the way we are, we are incredibly predictable. There is a set way of doing things, and we follow like the humans we are. It's not necessarily a bad thing, but again the more things change the more they stay the same. Someone who lived 200 years ago didn't go to college after schooling, but he/she did feel love and pain and wanted to make an independent living. The same emotions in a different environment, that's why I worry. I know 200 years from now somebody like me will probably be going through the same thoughts I am going through now, it's a never ending cycle. It's just like nobody actually believes they will die,that all this will just keep going.....the thing is we are living creatures and every living creature eventually dies. This isn't meant to be depressing or anything, but most people usually don't think about these things.I am such an incredible hypocrite though, because I still can't accept that I will die and that some things I've always wanted to say will never be uttered. That's not the point though, it's what I do say and what I do when I am living that matters, how I affect others. We all change, but we also remain the same. I am the same person I was when I was 5 inside.....wanting to be happy,hanging out with my friends, wanting to do things for others, and of course the fingerpainting.....I mean fingerpainting rules! It's only the intellect,age,maturity and worries that increase, we are all 5 years old inside. Want proof? My brother is easily amused by shiny objects, my friends all still doodle on pieces of paper, and we all still tell the same lame jokes in different forms to get a rise out of each other. We also can't forget wanting to impress people, we always want to do that.hehe. Want to know what this whole rambling was all about.........it is whatever you want it to be about.....change,regret,death,being 5 again.....anything. Have fun gleaming stuff out of this.

Thought of the Day: "that's how you make a poop shoot!!!".....thanks ms.l....great visualization.
Song Of The Day: Ben Folds Five- Evaporated