Throw It On The Fire

"We will not write a new one"

I am just listening to Smoke by Ben Folds with the WASO(Orchestra) and it may just be the most beautiful thing I have ever heard. It is grand and meloncholy and just perfect to be honest, it took an already great song and just enhanced it to a song that you could put on repeat for an hour.

So, honestly this weekend helped me a bit to get out of the mood I have been in. Friday night was the biggest help to be sure, with a little time at the diner with Matt and Jenn. It ended up being a four hour conversation, which I really didn't think was going to happen. It hit on some good stuff though and it was just one of those talks that just sort of happens once in a blue moon. I really didn't do much of anything this weekend except sleep, eat and shop for Christmas gifts. I did end up picking a movie to do a term paper on and took notes on it, but I didn't actually write the paper which is due...let's see...tommorrow. Yeah, I am a master procrastonator and this is no exception whatsoever.

People have been taking stabs at what was wrong with me last week and while it was a combonation of things, the main point I really haven't been talking about much. I just kinda set it up like I was going to tell you guys but really, this is a blog. Very personal stuff I keep to myself but if you wanted to know what my issue was you can just ask and I will let you know.

I honestly don't want to head back to school for the first time in well, since I started going to school. I don't think it is the work per se that is keeping me from coming back, but it is something that I definately am worried about. Four finals and a term paper...wowza, I am fucked. Honestly though everyone else must be going through a similar thing so I really can't complain. I said before that I am just tired and that is quite true, I am just very tired of it all. It is time to suck it up and just dive headfirst into though, break is coming soon. Just keep telling yourself that break is coming soon.

Song Of The Day: Ben Folds and the WASO- Smoke