There's an old joke

"Move the pieces round, things I said, turn the memory upside down"

Finally home for break after enduring some pretty interesting times at TCNJ, personal and academic. I really am glad to be home and to see everyone again, I forgot how much all you guys really do factor into my life...even katie meo, who I never see or talk to. Just kidding katie...sort of. I have been having a great time hanging out with you fools, going to hockey games and just talking in general. Oh, by the way...the hockey game rocked and had a fantastic ending, thanks to everyone for coming out to see it with me. I have been thinking a lot lately about way too many things, it is impossible to not catch myself from inhabiting my own mind for hours at time...I zone out once I truly begin to think about everything in my life. The events of the past year, coupled with the changing of relationships and the changing of many dynamics in my life have all got me thinking very heavily. They are all somehow related, these events and people, which makes the whole process that much harder to consider. I am outright confused right now but for some reason, I am ok with that. It is ok not to know where your life is heading or how you will handle some situations, I figure when the time comes each problem will be delt with in it's own way. You cannot change certain things in life, you just have to ride them out and hope for the best sometimes. I will continue to get lost in my own thoughts, but I will try to keep my thinking rational. This is a very delicate balance I am teetering in now, so I have to act accordingly or everything will fall apart around me. Come what may, I will try to stay true to myself and others...I owe everyone that much at least.

Ok, Top Ten Things Of The Year 2005, just for shits and giggles, in no particular order:

1. Ben Folds New Album and his show with the BSO
2. The "I Love Brian Keefe More Than My Family" Fanclub because really, being obsessed over can be kinda cool sometimes.
3. Katie's 50 year old hooker voice...it is terrifying
4. New York Rangers kicking ass
5. The fact that I have become closer with friends who I just realized, I never really knew before.
6. The HC BUTT BOMB:
7. Meeting Liz Beck and Erin Hough
8. Coming home to find out that the people I grew up with in High School still mean so much to me.
9. "Hey, he's feeling up the armadillo" comes back from the dead.
10. Erica Sibley's face in this picture:

Merry Christmas, Happy New Year and God Bless people, I'm out.

Song of The Year: Sufjan Stevens- Vito's Ordination Song