It hurts, and it never stops. The feelings I have are stupid and foolish enough as they are, but never to this extent. I am slowly dying inside and there is not a damn thing I can do about it. Silence is the only option left right now, stay the fuck away so it stops hurting. I have made the mistake of feeling this way for too long, and it has to end or I swear to god I will go fucking insane. I have been lying to myself for entirely too long, and it has finally hit me now. It is nobodies fault but my own, and I can only see things going downhill from here. I have one piece of advice: Leave me alone for a while, because I am not in the mood for bullshit, not in the mood for pity and not in the fucking mood to be toyed with. I am fucking on edge and I cannot stand it.