Yeah....about the last entry. I was tired as anything and a little overwhelmed with work and things just weren't going my way that day. I usually am not like that, guess I just finally broke. I am back today though, and am feeling better and more energized. The stress has not gone down, but at least I am happier being stressed out.

I have entered band hell week. The parade on monday, the practice yesterday, the practice/competition tommorrow, the practice/ game friday. It is truly a test to see if I can survive, plus newspaper layout is stacked upon it all. This is the first time in a while I have been so busy that I cannot even listen to music and chill......there is just no time. I need my music though, it is what keeps me sane on a day to day basis. This blog thing and music are my own home therapy, a way to vent without freaking out on people. I have freaked on people though and it is not a pretty sight at all, believe it or not I can get very very angry and loud when provoked the wrong way. I say this over and over again, I am not the person people think I am. If some people heard some of the things I have said, they would be shocked. It's true I am a nice guy, but it is hard to explain how I am also not that person. I don't expect anyone to understand, but I just feel like I am leading a double life sometimes. I am a different person to different people. I just have friends that are complete polar opposites of each other, and it is hard to keep going into different modes everytime I around some of them. I am of course very lucky to have these friends, as I could just be some weird ass freckled kid who is pathetically shy. I think I have written enough for the night, and I also need to study for brit lit (HELL).

Thought Of The Day: soda popinski
Song Of The Day: A Perfect Circle- The Nurse Who Loved Me