It is over. My week is over.....I have survived as a very tired and anti social person....but I think that will be changing soon. When I get stressed or busy, it is almost impossible for me to be able to communicate in any way with people, so if I seemed spaced out or just bored it was nothing personal. Stress is a very fucked up emotion, because it impacts and magnifies all your other emotions. When you are stressed, and something bad happens....the feeling get's magnified to a breaking point. The lows seem lower, the anger seems greater, the lonliness just goes out of control. I barely ever get stressed out to a point where I seem to lose all sense of being able to even talk or stay awake, but this week did it. I had the most powerfully emotional outbursts for no reason, it just made me feel like a freak. They disapperared as soon as they came, but sometimes they lingered when certain events occured....almost a small revival. I was just so fargone.......it was impossible to get anything coherent out of me, just a huge ball of stress about to break. I have good news though, it is all over....I can sleep....and tommorrow is another day to finally get back to life. I am ready to just relax.

Song Of The Day: 3 Libras- A Perfect Circle
Thought of the Day: A huge fluffy ass pillow