Friday, February 21, 2003

What a very very weird day, it just wouldn't end. I did so much today, and it was almost all very weird and painful. First, I am getting glasses. Yup, apparently I am near sighted and need slight corrective lenses to fix it........it sucks. I just don't think I will look good at all in glasses and will probably end up breaking them the first day. I only need them driving and in class though, so that is a very big relief. Second, my hockey game was today......and we got crushed. Now, skill wise the team we faced were horrible, they were just so freaking huge compared to my team that they just ran us over. I was obviosuly a very marked man in this game, I was hit everytime I had the puck. I was slashed, hit, hooked, elbowed and just plain got the shit kicked out of me continuously. I am a small person, so it is not that hard at all to take me out, and believe me they did. I think the worst was the slapshot to the face though, not the puck......the stick itself, right in my damn jaw......that hurt a little. It was just a weird day, which is ok......because it makes things interesting. Weird is not necessarily bad, although it can be, it's just very different. I think the oddest thing that happend today was my lack of social interaction, I stuck to myself almost the entire day. I just didn't feel like talking to anyone, I had nothing to say to anyone. I was just tired of idle talking with no substance, it just seemed like I needed to get something out but no one was there to say it to. It is truly impossible to express what the hell I feel on a daily basis, but I sure as hell want to try sometime. I never have successfully, and I just think the only way to truly know someone is to get inside there head and just accept that yeah, it is fucked up.......but so are you. To get into someones mind and soul is a very intesting thing.....because there is no crap there it is all honest. What people feel and what people do are different, maybe they shouldn't be.

Thought Of The Day: Glasses.
Song Of The Day: Who the hell knows.....

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