People are incredibly strange. It's true, everyone is completely and utterly odd and there is nothing you can do about it, there is no normal. Oh sure, we all like to think that somewhere at some point you have to do certain things to be considered normal, but it is all crap. There is no normal, it is all in how you percieve it.......and believe me, everyone percieves it differently, and I'm glad that is so. If everyone wanted to be normal, life would be boring and long, we'd all go insane if we have to be alike. I would absolutely hate a clone of myself, because in all reality, I would find myself annoying.Yeah that's right, annoying, idiotic, akward and dull. Do I see myself like that? Sometimes, but then again we can never see ourselves from an objective point of view. That is why you can never see yourself as others do, and that is also why people are self depricating, because we cannot just see ourselves as anything but ourselves. Not too special, not too bright, our own harshest critic that cannot understand how people could ever handle us. How the hell do people ever handle being around me? I'd go insane trying to talk to me. I guess it is for the best though that we don't see ourselves as others do, or we'd all develop either huge egos or extremely low self esteem. That is always something that get's me, how do others view me. People are not stupid, and they know that some people are dishonest and only put on a happy face to tolerate someone. Call me paranoid, but I am sometimes sure that people actually do not like me at all and are simply tolerating me, and that sucks a hell of a lot. Some people I couldn't care if they hated me, but others actually do mean something and it would kill for them to hate my guts. I don't know, I am kinda conflicted sometimes. I am happy yet incredibly pessimistic most of the time, and sad yet hopeful others. I'm sure others feel the same way, but hell.......I just don't know. I am out.

Thought Of The Day: You are under arrest.......THUMP.
Song Of The Day: Wouldn't you like to know.........