Mess

There was a time when I

had nothing to explain

oh, this mess I have made

but then things got complicated

my innocence has all but faded

oh, this mess I have made

And I don't believe in God

so I can't be saved

all alone, as I've learned to be

in this mess

I have made

All the untested virtue

the things I said I'd never do

least of all to you

I know he's kind and true

I know that he is good to you

he'll never care for you more than I do

But I don't (no I don't)

believe in love

so I can't be tamed (be saved)

all alone, as I've learned to be

in this mess I have made

the same mistakes

over and over again

There are rooms in this house

that I don't open anymore

dusty books and pictures on the floor

that she will never see

she'll never see that part of me

I want to be for her what I

could never be for you

And I don't (no I don't) believe in God

so I can't be saved

all alone, as I've learned to be

in this mess I have made

You may think you know why I put these lyrics in here but I am pretty sure you guys may be off a bit. I only have a week left here and I have yet to even feel like summer has began. I know stuff has happend and people are busy, but I want to spend the last few days just being with the people I care about.