Boredom does some strange things to people. I just sat in my room and arranged my records in alphabetical order....because of sheer boredom. I am now writing in my blog because I am bored....I actually have nothing relevent to say at all. Then again, do I ever have anything to say in this thing......usually not. I do hate one thing about being bored, and that is being forced to dwell on past events. I get bored....which eventually leads to me getting depressed, it is a very strange thing. I just feel that when I have nothing to do I am a very pathetic person, and question what the hell I am doing with my life. I don't know, I guess that is why I always have to be busy doing something.....I'd go insane if I didn't. I can't help but dwell on the past, it is just something that comes naturally. I believe most people are living in the past, not really living for the next moment or the next opportunity.....just basing the present on things that have happend in the past. People in groups always end up talking about the past, instead of talking about the future. It is crazy how much we base who we are on what we used to be, although in a way I think that makes sense. Your past is the only inidcator of the person you have become, you can't see yourself 20 years from now so you have to base self image on the past. Speaking of self image.....I have now proven that almost everyone I know has a horrible impression of themselves. It is insane how ultra critical we are of ourselves, we are our worst enemy time and time again. The things people don't realize is though, that others have nowhere near that critical an impression. I know that I can almost always see the good in people even if they can't see it in themselves....if they could only take a step back and see what others see, nothing would be the same. It can never happen though, people are destined to see themselves in an entirely different light as others see them.....good or bad. I also forgot to mention those who see themselves as superior to others in every way shape and form, those people should also take a step back and see how they are assholes. Either way, self perception is a tricky subject and one that can never be done the right way......people will always see themselves on a completely slanted view. Well, that staved off boredom for a while. Later.

Thought Of The Day: Mr. Peanut.....is god.
Song Of The Day: Thrice- Trust