This life is just a series of fucking tortures, one after the other in a line of let downs, missed chances and just things that piss me off. When am I ever going to learn that things never work out the way you plan, and thet no matter how hard your try, nothing happens. I am just so fed up with everything right now that I am for the first time in a long time very pissed off. If you haven't seen me mad, consider yourself fucking lucky. One last thing, I use humor as a defense because I am acquard.....I am not funny. That's all I have for now.