Sunday, March 23, 2003

It all made sense in my head. My goals for life all made sense when I thought them out , they fit and seemed to correspond to what my life should be, what I always thought life was. I have just now realized I have been going about this the completely wrong way, to try and predict what will be good for you in life 5,10,20 years down the road is just ridiculous. Sure, what you think now might make sense, but try it in a couple of years as you are in a different place, surrounded by different people, and everything in your life has been turned around. The time we are living now is absolutely bound to change, and we will change with it. There is so much more to life than just this, than just this isolated middleclass town and the high school we go to everyday, surrounded by the same people. We are sheltered and we don't even know it. I went out to dinner with my grandparents last night, and as always they told a lot of stories. They told of there childhood, there teen years and all the crazy things that happend then, and with a various amounts of people. I suddenly thought how they probably never haven't seen those people they talked about in over 30 years. They moved on and met new people, the life they thought they knew was just a stepping stone to the life they are living now. The thing is, it will be that way for us too.....this is just a stepping stone, we will all eventually fade from this area of life and into another one. The people we know now we might never see again when we go on with our lives, and it is meant to be that way. It seems sad, but life is just a series of people we meet along the way, some close, some not. This will all be a fond memory someday, this moment right here right now, will just be a faded memory in what I hope to be a long life. I have set goals for myself right now, and I know they will change for myself later on.

Thought Of The Day: Blood.
Song Of The Day: The Bens- Stop

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