It is amazing how quickly you can be put into a depressing mood. Like a tidal wave of sadness just hits you, and you can't do a damn thing about it. I was happy the past few days....for the first time in a while. Today just screwed all that over, and now I am back to my old self again. I am tired of being myself.....I am fed up with the things I do and say. If only people would know what I really think, what I really want to say, who I really am. No one can truly speak there mind anymore. We are just take it without a word, put a little smile on and pretend everything is ok. Well, it is not ok. I am sure there are so many things that piss you off in this world that you have no control over and it hurts. You want to speak but something stops you, it could be fear or your conscience or even pride. There is always something in the way of truth, the genuine feeling. I am tired of staying silent, but I know I won't do anything about it. I can't.....it is not who I am. I am simply someone who smiles, nods and slowly dies inside from everything life has to deal. It is who I am.

Thought Of The Day: I don't want to be lonely, I just want to be alone
Song Of The Day: Silverchair- Across the Night