Life isn't simple

"Help me out, yeah, you know you gotta help me out, no don't you put me on the backburner"

Yeah, that is a nice little shot there.

Anyways, I am home for spring break and while I guess it is pretty nice I miss the constructive tension that TCNJ gives me. I can't just sit and around and do nothing anymore, my mind is constantly in overdrive. Yes this is strange and yes I should just relax, but I can't. Last night I stayed up until 3 AM for no reason whatsoever, I just couldn't bring myself to go to sleep. I had deja vu from about 4-5 years ago, when I would do the same thing over the summer. Stay up for no reason flipping through TV or reading a book, I just didn't want to have to deal with sleep. I was hit with such a random sadness that it floored me for about an hour...I just didn't even know how to react. What a strange feeling and night.

Well, I think I'm gonna wrap this up before I let any other personal shit slip out that people shouldn't see. Catch you guys later.

Song Of The Day: Satan is my master- Ben Folds Five